missing but found
Blogging which serves an avenue for self-expression has been sloughed off by my very own signature and intolerable laziness. I foresee that if this habit of mine is to go on like this, my life will be ruined for sure. Opportunities will gradually slipped away from me and ultimately I will achieve nothing. I could still vividly recalled the "old" me, so full of drive, motivation and determination, I know what i want and I make sure I go for it and GET IT. But now, it seems that i'm losing it.
Where is my discipline?
Indeed, self discipline is an elusive attribute. Without a shadow of a doubt, SELF-DISCIPLINE is not just found in him, or her, BUT it's in YOU TOO! Like what one of my teacher told me, its hidden behind layers of procrastination !
Sometimes, it is good to take a step back, reflect on it, and finally plan something out of it. It is these lil self reflections that we always missed out which leads us on the wrong route.
Life has really been mundane for me. The thought of being enlisted in OCT has been really devastating enough. Furthermore, the devastation was amplified even more when I was told to report to HOME TEAM ACADEMY instead of BMTC school 1/2.
Others may mock me, laugh at me or even pass down crude comments to me, but these doesn't blind me for what i really want out of my 2years NS life. What i asked for is to be in the field which is much challenging and eye-opening. What do you get out of it if you were being asked to do some lil administrative work, patrolling ard the neighbour and etc... Some may desire easy and slacking vocation like this, but what do you really gain? Ask yourself before you even comment and try to brainwash me with your stand. I dont't know whats into me but this issue has been constantly bothering me, giving me unpleasant and sleepless nights. I do really hope that our defence minister, whom I will be approaching in awhile, will see beyond what i really want. I do not want to be mocked and laughed by people, it is over the limits and it is weighing my entire being down.
I am going to prove to them that I can do it !
I think im done with my ranting! Things will not change the way you expect if by grumbling, ranting or whining, you want to see a change, DO IT ! I am contended that my blog has been a ideal platform to pour out the negativity in me.
I just want you and you ALONE.
Where is my discipline?
Indeed, self discipline is an elusive attribute. Without a shadow of a doubt, SELF-DISCIPLINE is not just found in him, or her, BUT it's in YOU TOO! Like what one of my teacher told me, its hidden behind layers of procrastination !
Sometimes, it is good to take a step back, reflect on it, and finally plan something out of it. It is these lil self reflections that we always missed out which leads us on the wrong route.
Life has really been mundane for me. The thought of being enlisted in OCT has been really devastating enough. Furthermore, the devastation was amplified even more when I was told to report to HOME TEAM ACADEMY instead of BMTC school 1/2.
Others may mock me, laugh at me or even pass down crude comments to me, but these doesn't blind me for what i really want out of my 2years NS life. What i asked for is to be in the field which is much challenging and eye-opening. What do you get out of it if you were being asked to do some lil administrative work, patrolling ard the neighbour and etc... Some may desire easy and slacking vocation like this, but what do you really gain? Ask yourself before you even comment and try to brainwash me with your stand. I dont't know whats into me but this issue has been constantly bothering me, giving me unpleasant and sleepless nights. I do really hope that our defence minister, whom I will be approaching in awhile, will see beyond what i really want. I do not want to be mocked and laughed by people, it is over the limits and it is weighing my entire being down.
I am going to prove to them that I can do it !
I think im done with my ranting! Things will not change the way you expect if by grumbling, ranting or whining, you want to see a change, DO IT ! I am contended that my blog has been a ideal platform to pour out the negativity in me.
I just want you and you ALONE.
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