Fragility of our lives
How can even one ever perceived the fragility of his life?
Or rather how does it feel when u are taking a nap and the next moment, someone nudge you up and told you " Uncle suffered a fall and may go anytime !" ?
I guess this is something really hard for me to accept when my sis broke this news to me earlier on. My uncle suffered a simple fall, just by mopping the fall, he accidentally slipped and fall. I guess he could have landed on his head and thus suffered from severe head injuries. Doc diagnosed his situation and declared that he is brain dead.
OMG !
this caught me too sudden, I'm unable to accept this fact !!
the last time I saw him was CNY and now, doc advised us 2 options:
1) Prepare for his funeral
2) Operation which has 50% chance of survival. But even if he were to pass through the op, he will be a vegetable. Which means, he gotta be fed through tubes and be solely dependant on the brain interpreter device for simple communication.
OH DAMN, this isnt a million dollar qns, but to think of it, its seems like it's only 1 option that the doc is feeding us with.
Everyone is disconsolately remorsed but we have to stand strong to give the support which my aunt and cousin need at this point of time.
Down to my memory lane:
You were a generous guy
Never self centred
When we were younger
You pamperd us like princes and princesses
Toys and Macdonalds
You gave it all to us
Uncle you loved us so much
That we cant never repay
Now that you are gone
Memories are what you have left behind
Love you Uncle
This reality smacked me hard on the face.
I have been thinking of something, aside from comparing others per se.
Is this a reminder from above ?
I have been constantly reminded repeatedly about cherishing lives and loved ones. this has been eminently proven by my blogposts, or even my simple shoutouts on FB. I have been wondering, if we turned the table around, and I happened to be the one of the victims of this incident, will I be living the rest of my life with remorse and regrets?
Why perfect your life when you are overlooking the lil things in life ?
Why attempt so hard to draft up a checklist for yourself when you are vividly conscious that you have no control over it?
Why good moments do not last?
WHY WHY WHY !!!
Why must adam be tempted to take that fruit from that particular tree and eat it ?
I'm very firm with this, " the best way to live life is to live it in full SIMPLICITY"
why complicate things up?
where are your priorities?
the overflowing of "WHYs" is choking me up ! I do not want to regret when my turn comes, so I need to really start to learn to cherish, to cherish the lil things which I thought may be of insignificance.
alright, there are so many things to talk abt but.... nvm will touch on it some other time.
Gd night !!
Or rather how does it feel when u are taking a nap and the next moment, someone nudge you up and told you " Uncle suffered a fall and may go anytime !" ?
I guess this is something really hard for me to accept when my sis broke this news to me earlier on. My uncle suffered a simple fall, just by mopping the fall, he accidentally slipped and fall. I guess he could have landed on his head and thus suffered from severe head injuries. Doc diagnosed his situation and declared that he is brain dead.
OMG !
this caught me too sudden, I'm unable to accept this fact !!
the last time I saw him was CNY and now, doc advised us 2 options:
1) Prepare for his funeral
2) Operation which has 50% chance of survival. But even if he were to pass through the op, he will be a vegetable. Which means, he gotta be fed through tubes and be solely dependant on the brain interpreter device for simple communication.
OH DAMN, this isnt a million dollar qns, but to think of it, its seems like it's only 1 option that the doc is feeding us with.
Everyone is disconsolately remorsed but we have to stand strong to give the support which my aunt and cousin need at this point of time.
Down to my memory lane:
You were a generous guy
Never self centred
When we were younger
You pamperd us like princes and princesses
Toys and Macdonalds
You gave it all to us
Uncle you loved us so much
That we cant never repay
Now that you are gone
Memories are what you have left behind
Love you Uncle
This reality smacked me hard on the face.
I have been thinking of something, aside from comparing others per se.
Is this a reminder from above ?
I have been constantly reminded repeatedly about cherishing lives and loved ones. this has been eminently proven by my blogposts, or even my simple shoutouts on FB. I have been wondering, if we turned the table around, and I happened to be the one of the victims of this incident, will I be living the rest of my life with remorse and regrets?
Why perfect your life when you are overlooking the lil things in life ?
Why attempt so hard to draft up a checklist for yourself when you are vividly conscious that you have no control over it?
Why good moments do not last?
WHY WHY WHY !!!
Why must adam be tempted to take that fruit from that particular tree and eat it ?
I'm very firm with this, " the best way to live life is to live it in full SIMPLICITY"
why complicate things up?
where are your priorities?
the overflowing of "WHYs" is choking me up ! I do not want to regret when my turn comes, so I need to really start to learn to cherish, to cherish the lil things which I thought may be of insignificance.
alright, there are so many things to talk abt but.... nvm will touch on it some other time.
Gd night !!
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11:56 PM
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