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Saturday, May 30, 2009

Turning Point ?

I've got a new baby, the Asics T914N GEL 1140 0193. It is a pair of middle sole support shoe, which means extra cushioning on the middle of the shoe. I've tested it on my run earlier on and it feels AWESOME ! I'm sure that this shoe will gonna journey with me the minor transformation in my life. Whenever i do not feel like running, i am going to fix my eyes upon this shoe, knowing its capabilities and its ability to be my driving force to motivate me even more to run.

Time wait for no man !

Why not just continue to place ur focus on the things you desire to do and JUST DO IT !

Nothing can be your obstacle unless you let it be your obstacle !

Alright, I begin to see some light in this darkness. By actualizing the fact that " actions speaks louder than words" has proven to be the remedy to your problems. So hesitate no more and start taking the 1st step.

Update on the Meet the people session, ytd was the 5th friday and the MP is only down on the 1st,2nd and 4th fri, me and my dad were quite confused by it and I really hope to meet him next fri unless you are telling me there is a 6th FRI. I will be banging myself to the wall !!!!

I need a time off from all these worries, gotta catch the shuttle to church for miracle service.

Peace to all of you !


Friday, May 29, 2009

IM OFF TO QUEENSWAY TO GET A PAIR OF RUNNING SHOES !!!

Highlight of today:
Meet MP for the people's session. Mr Teo, you better be there and don't keep me waiting !

missing but found

Blogging which serves an avenue for self-expression has been sloughed off by my very own signature and intolerable laziness. I foresee that if this habit of mine is to go on like this, my life will be ruined for sure. Opportunities will gradually slipped away from me and ultimately I will achieve nothing. I could still vividly recalled the "old" me, so full of drive, motivation and determination, I know what i want and I make sure I go for it and GET IT. But now, it seems that i'm losing it.

Where is my discipline?

Indeed, self discipline is an elusive attribute. Without a shadow of a doubt, SELF-DISCIPLINE is not just found in him, or her, BUT it's in YOU TOO! Like what one of my teacher told me, its hidden behind layers of procrastination !

Sometimes, it is good to take a step back, reflect on it, and finally plan something out of it. It is these lil self reflections that we always missed out which leads us on the wrong route.

Life has really been mundane for me. The thought of being enlisted in OCT has been really devastating enough. Furthermore, the devastation was amplified even more when I was told to report to HOME TEAM ACADEMY instead of BMTC school 1/2.

Others may mock me, laugh at me or even pass down crude comments to me, but these doesn't blind me for what i really want out of my 2years NS life. What i asked for is to be in the field which is much challenging and eye-opening. What do you get out of it if you were being asked to do some lil administrative work, patrolling ard the neighbour and etc... Some may desire easy and slacking vocation like this, but what do you really gain? Ask yourself before you even comment and try to brainwash me with your stand. I dont't know whats into me but this issue has been constantly bothering me, giving me unpleasant and sleepless nights. I do really hope that our defence minister, whom I will be approaching in awhile, will see beyond what i really want. I do not want to be mocked and laughed by people, it is over the limits and it is weighing my entire being down.

I am going to prove to them that I can do it !

I think im done with my ranting! Things will not change the way you expect if by grumbling, ranting or whining, you want to see a change, DO IT ! I am contended that my blog has been a ideal platform to pour out the negativity in me.




I just want you and you ALONE.